More Tongue, Less Heart

I still don’t know how to enable comments here in Tumblr so to those who are commenting in my posts, as much as I wanted to answer you back, sorry I just can’t reply. Hihi. In other news, the pills that I ordered from the internet has arrived today. Yay! That means, this’ll be my last pig out day. Aww, haha. I’m goin to restart dieting tomorrow so good luck to me! My BFF (best fucker friend haha lol kidding) and I will be going out for a walk later (weee cigarettes and diet Coke) then we’ll celebrate my last pig out day by eating all Manong’s bbq and rice that we can. Haha!

Happy? Not really. I still think of my crush who defriended me in Facebook right after I told him to stop whatever it is that he’s doing. He ignored me right away after I asked him to unlike me in real life too. Haha! How silly of me to ask him such a thing but whatever! I’ve loads of stuff to think of so I’ll better take him out of my mind (though I still have regrets for not giving “us” a chance… ah crazy! why am I even saying this? haha). Okay, my BFF had just arrived so I am going. :)

I was involved in a road accident this morning. It was 7 and there is a chill in the morning air. My mom asked me to drop her off the bus station so though I’m still a tad bit sleepy, I zombie walked straight to the car. On the road, all i can think of is “sleep” so I just nod to everything what mum is saying. We rerouted because of the slow moving vehicles in front of us. I told her this way’ll get us farther from our destination so she told me to go back. And when I was about to turn left, BAM! I collided with a speed demon in a motorbike (He was literally flying because he’s driving his motorcycle extremely fast)! I instantly stopped when I saw him approaching but it was too late. He got injured, I was shocked. I don’t know what to do. Mum did all the talking and we brought him to the hospital for x-ray and other medical blah blahs. Good thing there aren’t any fractured bones so we’re good!

Gah! I survived my first major vehicular accident. Thanks to my mom who does everything for me in times when I don’t know what the fuck to do. I was about to have a panic attack when I saw motorcycle man fell down but Mama calmed me and told me that everything’s gonna be okay. Mom does this all the time. Get me up when I’m feeling really shit. Its what she’s good at. I love my mom! She is the greatest!

I woke up completely normal or should I say I’m feeling okay. No thoughts about dying or whatsoever. I am in a good mood. Its good! :) Went to the grocery to buy skim milk and peanut butter granola bars. I also bought oatmeal cookies in honey and nuts. Then I had my brunch: slice bread and scrambled eggs. Nomnomnomnom. And because I ate like crazy yesterday because I was feeling low and all, I weighed myself right after I jumped out of bed. I am like 63 or 64-ish kg again. I was down to 61 a few days ago but because of my mindless self indulgence, I went back to 64. Oh well… I really have to get back on track!!!